back....

Man, I cant believe im back...haha....i guess for a short while again...
Im having a break now... and what got me writing.. hmm.. quite a few.

well, a friend of mine asked, how come i never blog anymore...well...i guess i got caught up with work and well...the usual...

then, i went online to do some research on some highhaemoglobin levels and the results etc... its kinda interestingly scary...but i can only have faith...hhhmm....sometimes, i ask myself, is my faith enough for me to live thru the days ahead..........

anyways, then after that, i recalled a friend, who asked me if i watched the news, about IYOG Singapore...then haha...i found out a site..and well well.. it took me back to the old times where i used to blog so much more....and gees, i cant even think how much time i had back then to blog...
even thou i already had so little time to rest.. funny huh? hahaha.. the less time we have, sometimes it seems like we have more time to write? but it isnt the case now or at least this year la.. or since my last blog.. haha.. i think im not making sense hehe... but who cares?? hahahaha..
anyways, i checkout out this site.. 235guys...hahaha.... and i scrolled down and saw my friend...hahaha...he just sorta "popped" out, out of all the guys there...hahahah...its obvious why yeah....anyways....hhmm....there's this thing called 'Adopt 235guys'...hahaha....weird but cute... and win a date with them? haha.. cool or not cool? fun or not fun? interested or not interested?
i was just wondering..how to win? haha...
well, if i win a date with my friend, id buy him dinner instead! hahaha.. :) but thats if i participate and adopt one '235guys' la... :) anyways....i dont need to....'lechay' la...haha...

enuf about that, well this year started off well..thats what i wanna believe.. haha...its a more challenging year... more work and well, more things to look forward to...*smiles* its definately going to be very tiring, even more than the last year....hhmm....

I wanna talk about my friends....and my year...my heart...
I always ask myself, what my heart wants? man, this sound so familiar...havnt i talked about this before???
well, i wont go back there again...let me share about my experiences...
i was sleeping one night and i felt this cold rush thru my body!! for like more than a split second...man, it was FEAR i was guessing.. then i said a prayer to clam my heart down and believe...but i was in thought...i was like, what's this all mean?

Ok, NEXT... im just filling up this staff survey form and how silly or irritatin can it be when they do this:
My personal details:
Name: (optional)
Department: (compulsory)
Year in (sch name-shall not mention) (compulsory)

i mean, come on la...i understand why the need for the details and all...and that its alright to put a name to an opinion and ffedback...but isnt it obvious that it can still be traced back to the staff or something? i dunno man.. my school...hahaha...politics i say.....haiz... sad but true...weird....and well...hhmmm....too hardworking already too!!!!

Im dozing off to sleep... such a sleepy day aint it? i almost dozed off while in class too...haha...
anyways...i guess it was from the long long hours yesterday...
my mondays and tuesdays are the longest man...
This is how my tuesday went...

up at 6am...
out by 630am
school by 7am
classes from 8am-330pm straight...(3omin break) - 7 teaching hours straight is NO JOKE!
(usually, 330pm till 7pm - school admin and other sch activities...stillvery tiring)

330pm - dance performace preparations for Singapore River Hong Bao..
450pm bus arrives
rehearsals 6pm
615pm-715pm - make up for girls
dance perf till starts at 730pm - 930pm..
945 bus arrives..
back in school 1045pm
Home 11pm
dead tired...plonked in bed.....
Next mornig up at 6am again..

well thats how life is now...for the past almost 4 years...hahaha...

and least my wednesdays are lighter....but well, still crammed with loads of admin and sch activities....man... its never ending.... :)

But i know in my heart what i do is worth doing... its slow but i know it is working...hearing comments and inspirations...i am so touched and praises sung for being blessed and given love from above...
I think i will stop now.. got to go for student investiture..haiz...pray it doesnt last long...still so much work in a short deadline...some deadlines are already over!! Yikes! hahaha...
i do what i can do... :) i pray for strength...
Help me be strong....