Good-Weird Intuitions

Last evening, i was supposed to be present at a briefing...i was too tired and my body was telling me to get home asap, cos of my pains and unable to concentrate...and also cos id be happier...so i did...i called PP GRC to excuse me and update me where necessary or id probably call them up again...left school the last again...Boo! *pout*
The next three days will be till 8pm!! and no OT somemore!! sheesh right? ahhahaha.. anyways... its not about work hey..its about weird intuitions...
Well, it started when i left school...i was on my way back, my BC was gonna meet this "friend" for dinner and all (reconciliation i would call it), then my heart felt it was a good thing to do and yet the same time alittle weary, for my BC's heart...I said a short prayer but never told...BC probably needed it and his friend prob needed it as well..so then, the evening passed, the bus journey seemed long...started to pour...and i didnt realise till my bro called me and asked if i needed a brolly...i agreed...anyways, the journey, i listened to a few songs, songs of love that made me happy...*smiles* then got home...had my dinner, spoke to and disciplined my dog, but the same time, my heart was crying tfor him..he was so scared...frightened by the rain and wind...poor baby...hhe just needed to feel safe...somehow i didnt give him much...*sad* then i had a shower...couch potato i was...munching on Rochers my BC gave me fam...then msgs came in, i was happy for how things went with BC and friend...then soon i felt disheartened...a msg came in...i undertsood why i was disheartened...i knew my BC was in so much pain...I prayed for him so hard i teared...somehow BC was holding back something and i guess i couldnt get through somehow...all i tried was to be there the way i know how...still somehow '...........' something was lost....1230am, i hoped things were alright, i headed to bed..exchanged some msgs with BC and he was so loving and assuring(somehow i was aloof)....but really appreciated...yet somehow it wasnt assurance that i needed...thou it did help ease my uneasiness i must say, just something else was amiss...i guess i knew what it was somehow, just didnt know what then...then, my intuition set in..."trouble" came to my mind...worry in my heart..i didnt want to think about what could happen, i remained positive, but i guess it happened...
Through the night, it was pretty tossed...i felt uneasy...had a short dream, not sure what it meant...i got up wee hours in the morn abot 3am...visited the ladies...then slept again...then for some weird reason, i awoke 406am...had thoughts of the night...said a prayer for my BC... somehow i was not sleepy at this time...i felt my heart empty and uneasy still...then a msg came in 409am...my BC msged....my heart was a mix of ease and worry...i replied twice...and guessed some sort of peace was found at the other end....
i thought to myself...i had to be up at 615am...so went back to sleep...
this morning went alright... had lessons straight from 8 to 330pm...imagine! then immediately after i read, and my heart was feeling so low and saddened with how and what my dear BC was goin thru....i prayed and wished my heart to be in his, to ease the emotions and share the load...
Then soon, i had another weird 'thing'...maybe i shall not share this here....i cant...i just know i felt helpless for a mmt here and couldnt understand..just needed to something that i didnt understand....haha... sounds weird and crazy huh....well, i cant wait to see and share with my BC what i felt and experienced....I pray they have a good time this evening...and that the Lord has His hands in the work of our hearts and hands...I need my snooze time...take a nap in school before lesson starts at 5pm.....ZZZZzzzzzzz......