Sporadic...

Today was a busy day... due to procrastination from previous days of ease...
How i recall...days when nothing much was done...though much work had to be done....i was just enjoying the days and seconds that pass by...sometimes quicker then some....

Today, i read, quite a bit...
Today i received quite a bit....To prepare for something great to be fulfilled....to be honest, im afraid of whats to come but the same time excited due to uncertainties, but most of all, somehow i feel that alot more work is to come....i shall keep praying....
I see things fall into place somehow...for me...for others around me....some do realise, some dont...but in time...it will either ways....
Packed with work though, little thoughts....continuous it was soon drained my brain of its juice, and tire my eyes with constant stare of the hundreds of repeated pages almost a hundred times....
My middle finger covered with red ink...
Never fails when i mark assessments.....
Its from a motion pattern during the process, and i think its kinds cool, though it stains my fingers...haha...its alright if...ok...im just spacing and stoning now....my eyes are so drained and sapped of its energy...haha...
its 455pm and almost all my colleagues have gone HOME!!....prob out of 75, im one of the 3 or 5....hahaha....its not really fun... all cos of procrastination....
think my english is kinda bad here...and thoughts are sporadic...
but haiz...doesnt matter for today....
I wanna go home now but somehow it seems like theres something else to do before heading home....or maybe i just need to come back to earth!! haha....kinda spaced out after so much marking!! eyes are blurred and crazy...hahahaha....
well, i need sometime to think now cos the fast pace will come in a day or two, before i know it...im gasping for air again.....

For a moment i was distracted by an appointment and a pesonal commitment...haha....but it doesnt clash....Thank God... :)
This weekend id be super busy with God....hahaha....I mean it....
15th - 18th May....Devotion and Reviving my Spirit!
I look forward to it, but i guess id be missing a dear one too....perhaps for a reason....and good one and a blessing i suppose....

Anyways...i realized quite a number of things over the past week...im sure i missed out certain things in my life...cos of the choices i made...but i know these choices help me to learn...i pray they are right for me and my heart...i know maybe some were not good choices..but i guess ive learned...i need to be stronger! I pray...
ok, im goin back to space mode again...gosh....words and words again....
OKOK... anyways...actually i dun feel like writing anymore....my words arent flowing and theres no meaning now to write here...
i had it at first, but i think i lost it halfway...so i shall not stay.. tmrw's a new day, to find a new way...to focus and not sway....
hahahahahaha... how things rhyme...cool...
okok.. im being strange now for some reason... Koo Koo!!

Sheesh.. ok...*yawnz*
Heading Home now.....*smiles*
Smiling at the thoughts of Love and memories made along the way.....