Searching...
We are constantly in search for the unknown to some extent in our lives...that's for people in general..for their own personal reasons..searching their purposes..searching the special someone made for them...searching new beginnings..searching for something better...searching for a cure...searching for reasons...searching for answers why,when,why,where,why,who and how(why so many 'whys' in that sentence? for obvious reasons *winks*)...and the list goes on...till we find what we went out looking for...it never ends...you'll understand what i mean... once you have found this ONE life changing search, it is there to answer most of our unanswered searches and purposes....i found it....i'll share with you in a while....
Have you ever thought when will it ever end? When would i ever know if ive found 'IT' that i need in life? Have you at times tried to find for something so hard that you come to a halt where don't even know what you were searching for in the first place? Then we feel lost..feel so lost to a point where we dont even know where to start...ask yourself how you got distracted in the first place? (This question has a deeper meaning than what most of you would think about distractions..you'd probably understand what i mean by 'distracted' if ive shared it with you..so far ive shared with only one...someone really dear to my heart....*smiles* there are reasons for the things that we MUST do...some, for us to know, and that would be beyond other's to comprehend....Let's call it a mission with a purpose from a purpose....)
To get back to where i was...well, honestly, i have not found all the answers to the searches that ive mentioned above in my life...but i will share that i have found what helped me shed light in so many areas in my life that gave me a great sense of peace, love and hope that i never regretted searching and finding...its a feeling hard to describe, all i can say is that it was peace and joyful love that cannot be compared to.....*smiles* I never knew i was in a constant search since i can remember....well, ive learned to accept life as it comes...and when we do that life has so much more meaning, we find meaning in so many things that we do because what i found usually in most case answers the why, or at least helps me to hope to understand and then accept the challenges ahead with dignity, love and a smile! Some of you may already know what i FOUND...some might still be thinking... Well, patience is key to seeing, hearing and understanding many answers in life...miracles? what answers them?
The key to life, is TO PRAY....God is there..Turning to God was the answer that opened my eyes, my ears and my heart in so many areas in my life...My life was renewed, i can still vividly remember the lightness, how bright it was and felt every single day...every day i woke up refreshed like i looked forward to the new day...i was like lifted...although i was still carrying my "burdens", i felt like they were all lifted off my shoulders, i had no worries, i was less worried or paranoid, i was more calm...things came with ease, challenges seemed so much easier to surpass though it was a treacherous mountain...i believe no matter how good we can be at words, this feeling i felt is so beautiful and peaceful beyond words can describe....
This search to find meaning gives NEW LIFE....*pondering* Well, its been a journey and still continuing...few years have passed, to be honest, its hard to keep up that 'spirit' of living it, i feel ive lost some since, cos things dont feel as great as it was before...BUT when i pray and get back on track to find myself again, the feeling is wonderful...peaceful, but know something, it takes more now to keep it going, but i know its the way to go...something that gets you to experience what i saw, heard and felt, you know it is worth 'working' and serving our lives for....
Ive found my purpose and plan..it stays and changes... so its how we see and work with life through God's guidance and grace...Trust in the Lord... I feel i should stop now and start another blog entry on another topic...so i shall.... All things are possible through prayer....My prayers were answered in someway or another in God's time...we just need to be vigilant to see, hear or feel it when it comes....Pray...*love*
Have you ever thought when will it ever end? When would i ever know if ive found 'IT' that i need in life? Have you at times tried to find for something so hard that you come to a halt where don't even know what you were searching for in the first place? Then we feel lost..feel so lost to a point where we dont even know where to start...ask yourself how you got distracted in the first place? (This question has a deeper meaning than what most of you would think about distractions..you'd probably understand what i mean by 'distracted' if ive shared it with you..so far ive shared with only one...someone really dear to my heart....*smiles* there are reasons for the things that we MUST do...some, for us to know, and that would be beyond other's to comprehend....Let's call it a mission with a purpose from a purpose....)
To get back to where i was...well, honestly, i have not found all the answers to the searches that ive mentioned above in my life...but i will share that i have found what helped me shed light in so many areas in my life that gave me a great sense of peace, love and hope that i never regretted searching and finding...its a feeling hard to describe, all i can say is that it was peace and joyful love that cannot be compared to.....*smiles* I never knew i was in a constant search since i can remember....well, ive learned to accept life as it comes...and when we do that life has so much more meaning, we find meaning in so many things that we do because what i found usually in most case answers the why, or at least helps me to hope to understand and then accept the challenges ahead with dignity, love and a smile! Some of you may already know what i FOUND...some might still be thinking... Well, patience is key to seeing, hearing and understanding many answers in life...miracles? what answers them?
The key to life, is TO PRAY....God is there..Turning to God was the answer that opened my eyes, my ears and my heart in so many areas in my life...My life was renewed, i can still vividly remember the lightness, how bright it was and felt every single day...every day i woke up refreshed like i looked forward to the new day...i was like lifted...although i was still carrying my "burdens", i felt like they were all lifted off my shoulders, i had no worries, i was less worried or paranoid, i was more calm...things came with ease, challenges seemed so much easier to surpass though it was a treacherous mountain...i believe no matter how good we can be at words, this feeling i felt is so beautiful and peaceful beyond words can describe....
This search to find meaning gives NEW LIFE....*pondering* Well, its been a journey and still continuing...few years have passed, to be honest, its hard to keep up that 'spirit' of living it, i feel ive lost some since, cos things dont feel as great as it was before...BUT when i pray and get back on track to find myself again, the feeling is wonderful...peaceful, but know something, it takes more now to keep it going, but i know its the way to go...something that gets you to experience what i saw, heard and felt, you know it is worth 'working' and serving our lives for....
Ive found my purpose and plan..it stays and changes... so its how we see and work with life through God's guidance and grace...Trust in the Lord... I feel i should stop now and start another blog entry on another topic...so i shall.... All things are possible through prayer....My prayers were answered in someway or another in God's time...we just need to be vigilant to see, hear or feel it when it comes....Pray...*love*
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Monday, September 29, 2008
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