Thoughts...

I just read a blog...it wasnt one that made me feel happy or smile about...it was filled with so much hate...sometimes i feel like, what is it that's making them so unhappy about or what has caused them to be so filled with hatred or animosity against others...there's this feeling that i just want to make this person feel better..i just want this person to see that its not all that bad...and there are reasons why we go thru them...and no amount of "running away" would help until we help ourselves and help others around...we "feed" others to feed ourselves...it is very true...im talking about emotions...positive emotions, when we feed emotions to feel emotions that make us happy, we make others around us happier too...but we do it not cos it will make us happier...but when it makes someone happier, it automatically makes us happier isnt it? confused? anyways...we should put others before self(majority of the time).. thats what i believe...and sometimes it has its ups and downs..but long term intangibles are hard to get when we think about ourselves first....

Reason why im sharing my thoughts is because if this blogger so happen to chance upon my blog, id like to share with him my experiences and thoughts..not to change the bloggers mindset but at least have this blogger read...maybe just be in thought...its the readers choice to choose...im here to share and spread the Love that hopefully spread more Love in peoples hearts...

Its gonna sound really "textbook" for those readers out there...its all the in mind...if you think positively, things usually work out positively...even if it doesnt, it will someday with a power beyond comprehension...this statement is positive built on positivity..and it changes the mindset...havent we been in situations where we have been negative and things do turn out negative no matter how much we hope it turn out positive? cos in the first place, we started with negativity... No, im not claiming that i am positive everyday for everything I do in life..No...of course we have our negative moments and times where we feel like shit and all...but hey...who's gonna pick us up when we fall? WE ARE... there will be family or friends or even passerbys that would help us up but we have to make that start ourselves....we have a choice...positivity breeds positivity...i try to be...ive learned...it took me many years with pains and hurts to overcome and realise and still learning...and we constantly go through pain..but it ALL WORKS OUT...it does in some way thru powers that we have no control over...

I was in church this morning, listening and in thought about what was shared from the readings and the priest...we are in this world to suffer and feel pain just like Christ did...we have to carry our own crosses to walk with Jesus...we need to have faith..what good is it when we have faith but dont do good deeds? when we understand why we have lives for...why are we living? how come we have lives? what is your answer or thought?

We are living to accomplish a mission...to ultimately have enternal life with God...no matter what religion we are or believe in...i believe that so long as we do good for others (not primarily for ourselves) and have faith in God...i believe that we all go to heaven when we choose to...if you choose to live the way of the world and decide to stay in this world and not give up everything for God...then i say think wisely...

You are where you are now, yes, because of our parents..but we are actually where we are now because of God...he has planned it for us...we just need to follow the way of Christ... which is to suffer and bare pain...he did that with no complains...what we are goin thru now or even the most terrible situation we have been in is little/less compared to the pain and suffering Christ had to go thru carrying His cross...he was spitted on, insulted, tortured etc...but he believed in His Father and His mission for salvation of everyone that believed in the Lord...he had faith..a faith so strong that He died for us to save us...

He didnt promise us a painless life...a trouble free life...no...so i guess whatever pains that you are goin thru, You will have the strength to pull it thru when u have the Faith in God that he has a reason...sometimes we ask or pray so hard and religiously for things to get better..and they dont...we wait for years...but we are still suffering the same fate...you may not see it now or at this moment, but have Faith and hold on to God that He has the answer we are looking for.. we need to be patient...
I think i will share a story so that we can understand better...and know where im coming from...

I will share a story about my brother and his reason for being here and the reason why my family had to go thru this in my next blog...