Thankful Reality...Life...with God...

Today was such a lazy day..i felt so tired for some reason.. maybe not enuf sleep...so tiring...i took a sneak sleep while working..haha.. for like a good 25 mins...haha.. good in a way that now my temporary place is at the corner and well...its kinda troublesome but well, its cool.. cant wait for the new staff room to be ready.. hurry hurry!!

It was the one of my least clogged up dayz of the week, but tmrw is rush hour...man...no time to prepare too..haha.. i mean i have time on thursdays to prep for tmrw...haha...but i guess it does work out la... wish it wasnt so packed tmrw thou...last day of the week and packed is all i get...haha

anyways, i had a meeting with my HOD, and i guess it went well, he's a good head..haha and i guess it was a very positive one...i look forward to the near future and i'd wait and see what God has planned for me...i just pray and am Thankful that God has given me the oppotunity to shine this semester...i definately feel the strain and the drain this semester thou...some part of me felt teh strain but at the same time feel at ease...i guess "ease" with the past years "To Dos" and "strain" with the new and greater responsibilities to undertake...lookin back, i did quite alot of things...and more importantly, i grew and matured along the way...grew stronger, more confident and more aware of whats expected of me and all...but i managed to pull thru with God's grace...and i definately learned ALOT from these opportunities given to me...Ive grown as a person and in character...i guess thats God's message and the purpose in life...its true...its a hard phase...and a test...I'm sure there are many more...i take it as a challenge and thou sometimes the pain, stress and the exhaustion makes me feel weak and at my wits end, like giving up and crying cos im just too tired...there's this 'spirit' in me that picks me up and guides me thru...It's what i think i'd call the Love, and i pray for courage and strength to bring me thru this times, no matter how long it takes me...even if i need to work so hard and recieve what i am receiving....i am ok...and willing...cos i know the Lord will guide me thru and give me what i need to be where i am...for me, for my family....I Love you Lord, God, Jesus...and Mary too...