Unexpected Sweet Surprise...

Guess what? i got a call from a friend who holds so so so much love and memories in my heart...
I was expecting someone else to call thou, but im glad it wasnt...*winks*
you know? prior that phone call? something made me take out my phone from my bag and put it in the hall dining...no idea why then...cos usually when my phone rings in my bag, i wouldnt be able to hear a sound...my song..."You know you're everything to me..." wow! just love the start of that.. reminds me of someone too...kinda bummed sometimes when i hear that song...long story..anyways...

When i picked my phone up...i saw the numbers and it didnt ring a bell...it was an overseas number...then yes, it came to mind..it must be him..i was happy to recieve his call...my heart was happy...i was myself...i was more of myself than i used to be back then..which is a good thing...its been long since we spoke..actually..for about a month already...but well, been long(about a year haha) since we spoke on the phone like the usual,...it was an emotion that was relived...being alittle childlike, and enjoying every moment of it.. well not every single moment thou..haha.. but 95%..haha.. the other 5% was interupted by the msn and sending him pictures...

I missed talking to him...he's got a bad throat.. Pray to God to heal him and be with him as he sits for his test at 9am...Good luck too fella!! *smiles*
Ii felt something on the other side...all the way in Canberra..hahaha...its an instinct about something unspoken from the heart... well, its probably just my usual gut or "intuition" id like to call it...haha...some part of me felt nothing, part of me felt something.. still thinking about the feeling and trying to describe it... will let u know if i have...anyways.. we spoke for about 3omins...it was late there...1am...it means alot to me that he called at such an hour..its unlike him back then...i guess it warms my heart to know that...

It was good...glad things are goin well for him...im happy and sad...

Im thirsty...damn..im dehydrated.. can someone hydrate me and my lips please? id love for that... oohh..hahaha... man...ok ok...

I know in my heart the feelings i feel,
I know in my head, the thoughts i hide,
But somehow, somewhere, it seems surreal
cos I awake to emptiness, right by my side.

I long for the love, we've shared before,
I wished that you'd come, knocking at my door,
What does it mean when i count to four?
Could it be that I Love You More?

Might sound crappy..but well...thats why im not a writer or a poet...just being me...*so you just like it or you don't* hee hee....

......in the making...getting inspiration..doesnt seem to help when my eye's been invaded!! cant help rubbing99...sheesh...its disrupting my chain of thought...till next time..i shall continue... damn.. why do i feel so thirsty?? been like a week now...im worried...i really am...I pray...
Good night sweet thing.... *grinz*