Sunday, November 27, 2005

Feelings...Emotions...wild night...

It was a saturday...didnt have any plans.. supposed to..but didnt.. so i packed my room..then i got a msg from caesar...then it led to a zouk night out w friends han wei, xiao guang, jason, rebecca and Caesar...met up at ice cold beer first, chilled out for abit before we headed to zouk..was good...great and wonderful actually...i was happy...the 4 of us,becks, jason,hanwei and i, we had was sambuca, flaming lamborghine and long island tea...haha..great tasting...haha... was enough to last thru out..hahaha... danced and danced...the guys were crazy..haha.. we were all crazy...haha...well...it was fun...we went for supper at jln kayu...then cab back home...slept at 5am...i felt cared for and loved again...feels good...just for that night...was sweet...the feelings lasted thru morning...a smile on my face...been long....

I woke up...at 730am for church...showered...washed my face...my cheeks were rosy...like i looked so fresh...i think it was the emotions i was feeling...im happy...its like so peaceful...hehe...*thinking* just the thought makes me smile....
It feels good..but at the same time...uncertain...cos i know my future...and what im goin thru isnt what it is...part of me wants to try, the other doesnt...for a few reasons...dun wanna be hurt or cause hurt...how long will it last? is it just temporary? hhmm...mind vs heart...haiz...
Time...follow my heart...enjoy? or wait.....

posted by M@liNgPe@s at Sunday, November 27, 2005

1 Comments:

Blogger M@liNgPe@s said...

thanks azz for your comment.. :)
Yes i have thought about that.. looking back and wondering...and that is also one of the reasons why i do try out certain things in life...im sure the choices we make and the reasons why we do not get invloved in certain issues of the heart is cos it was not meant to be in the first place right? or it has a reason behind it..i rem my sec school days.. when i didnt get involved...i did look back and think of what might have been...but now i realise that didnt think that we'd work out..and that there was a reason why i didnt try it..cos i wouldnt have met my first love that changed my life...thou now we're not together...but i guess there are reasons why..haha.. Its god's plan for us on earth so that we grow in character...
But yeah....we do need to take the chance and try...do post more comments yeah..itd be nice to hear from you too...or others for that matter.. :_)

07 December, 2005 00:44  

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